Manam Sannidhanam: Ascending the 18 Steps-
Swamy Ayyappa temple is at the top of Sabari hills and before the Sanctum one sees a set of 18 stone steps that are on a steep slope. During the busy pilgrimage season, the security personnel and the Police Ayyappas would help the pilgrims climb up the steps after which the devotees can have Darsanam of the Lord Ayyappa at the Sanctum.
The 18 steps symbolize many important concepts of Santhana Dharma. There are 18 major scriptures in our tradition and they impart knowledge on the absolute as the Vedas are rather difficult to follow for the common people. These steps are conceptualized as going beyond the wisdom of the 18 scriptures to reach the absolute. Mahabharatha has 18 major chapters; so, does the Bhagavad Gita. There are 18 major hills around the Sabarimala Sannidhaanam, the abode of Swamy Ayyappan.
In the yogic sense, we have five basic elements (space, air, fire, water, and earth); five senses (ear, nose, eyes, tongue, and skin); Five limbs for action (hands, legs, mouth, genitals, and anus); then the mind; intellect and the ego, making 18 basic faculties. It is symbolized that to experience the absolute, one must shed everything – all the eighteen possessions one has. Seventeen of the eighteen of those are said to be attributes the ego is carrying around all the time. But in front of the Lord, one must surrender all the possessions and the ego that was holding on to the seventeen until now. We also have 18 energy centers within our body starting from Muladhara Chakra ending in Sahasrara Chakra where the Lord is present as effulgent as light with thousand rays.
Once you climb up these steps, the Lord is waiting to make you realize that He is not separate from you. ‘That Tvam Asi’ now is not a theory. It is a realization, the epitome of spiritual awakening. It is for this moment that we take up Mandala Vratham and set our goal to complete the pilgrimage to Sabarimala.
Yes, we have come to the Sannidhanam past the 18 steps. It is the culmination of our 41 days of Vratham. We then open and unconditionally submit the two packs carried with us from our homes. Then we break open the ghee filled coconut in front of the Lord and give the ghee to the priest for abhishekam. We get a split second of Darshan in front of the Sanctum to see the Lord’s form in its full glory and that is the moment we have been waiting for.
The temple premises, the Sannidhanam, is a mystical and spiritually energized place that can transform everyone’s mind into a serene inner abode. The devotee feels elated and sees the unity with the absolute that was only a theory until now. He is Ayyappa now and the Lord, who is one with him, also is Ayyappa.
After completing the Darshan and the Ghee Abhishekam, the devotee steps down the hills and returns home. At home (Bhavanam) he completes his Mandala Vratham and hopes to keep his mind as magical as the Sannidhanam he just visited. His hope is that he can maintain his Bhavanam (home) and Manam (mind) as serene as the Sannidhanam (temple abode) for the rest of the year and he waits for the next Mandalam to arrive.
I have tried to expound the essence of Ayyappa culture and philosophy without going into any political and social controversies. There are rituals and traditions followed by devotees for centuries and I believe it is important to maintain all the special rituals and conditions in accordance with the conceptual consecration of the deity, fully recognizing the diverse nature of the practices in Sanathana Dharma. Unity in diversity is to be maintained by allowing all diverse ways of reaching the absolute. “Ekam Sat Vipra Bahudha Vadanthi” - Truth is one; men of wisdom say it in diverse ways
Submitting the Mandalam Musings at the feet of all fellow Ayyappas.
Swamiye Saranamayyappa!




